Yuliana Kafim

Yuliana Kafim
IC Information
Full Name:	Yuliana Kafim, née Dispersal
AKA:	Yuliana Dispersal (military name); Yuliana Darminichna Dian (birthname); Minovsky's Woman (military callsign); Verdiska (Celestial Being callsign)
Gender:	Female (She/Her)
Species:	Cyber-Newtype (Alien Hybrid)
Age (Birthdate):	30 (July 28th)
Hair Colour:	Teal
Eye Colour:	Green
Height	5'5" (167cm)
Job:	The Key and the Gate
Homeland:	Indonesia
Awakening:	0
Primary Unit:	Da Xukong 0
BGM:
OOC Information
Origin:	Original
Factions:	Celestial Being, The Silent Calling
Player:	User:Cute Kitty L

Yuliana Kafim was once Captain Yuliana Dispersal, a veteran REA special operative and mechanic leading the Nega Force. She secretly endured horrifying anti-Newtype experiments... until a publicised raid destroyed her laboratory, facilitating her defection. But the Awakened always knew something was wrong -- because Yuliana's strange aura disrupts their psychic abilities and plunges them into isolated silence. She is a manipulative and fickle authoritarian, intensely anti-Spacenoid, a dangerous saboteur experienced with infiltration and assassination. Her instability undercuts any attempts at mentorship or kindness... and it makes her a recklessly skilled pilot. Despite this negativity, Yuliana is protective of 'normal people', and she wishes to aid humanity. She has a vision of peace and absolute equality for the world. (An equality which brings those Newtypes Yuliana hates and envies down to physical reality.) This led her to become a double agent for Celestial Being, even as she enforced the REA's will... and once Elisa Kafim convinced her to split her loyalties, she claimed all Yuliana's fierce devotion for herself. Now married to Elisa, the madness which gripped Yuliana after her strange Awakening is everyone's problem. Yuliana communes with an eldritch realm: the Void. Its terrific powers have warped her body and her mind, and Yuliana is the gate which leads to that lacuna of existence, both its lock and turning key. Elisa will open the way...

Background

Once upon a time, a young woman set out into the world holding hope and love in her hands, to grasp a better future for humanity. But the world was blind, to her and to each other, and she reached out to inherit nothing at all.

Minovsky's Woman's service record officially began around 0087, though she didn't see active combat until the Mycenae Empire tried to encroach her homeland. For nine years, she was a unique asset of the REA Forces: an anti-Newtype operative capable of suppressing the emotional connection enjoyed by humanity's next step. She offered her special forces assistance to several operations, focusing on anti-Zeon activities and protection of the REA's interests. Some of these operations were more classified than others.

Early in 0097, Minovsky's Woman was designated as an enemy of the state following her involvement in reality-shattering crimes at the JOSH-A Crater, and a warrant was extended for her arrest. Following her capture at the hands of G-Hound and the back-channel deals which led to her transfer back to the REA, the Institute for Continuing Study escalated their plans for her to their final stage. In the process of creating a host for the alien cells they'd implanted, they would have destroyed her. Thanks to the combined efforts of Celestial Being, the Shuffle Alliance, G-Hound, and her wife Elisa Kafim, Yuliana and the other subjects of the Institute were freed.

The Federation maintains several outstanding warrants for Yuliana's arrest. The REA has frozen her accounts and repossessed the dwelling assigned to her, but thanks to Elisa, Yuliana is currently safe and provided for within the Silent Castle on the northernmost remaining point of land: Kaffeklubben Island.

On top of being a fugitive, it seems that Yuliana has begun a strange, religious form of outreach.

She remains interested in politics.

Timeline

2153: Cypripedioidea finds herself in the foreign world of Earth, landing in the town of Bagansiapiapi, caught in brutal conflict between Malaysia, Indonesia and Singapore. There she finds Siti Dian, and grants her the power to unite her town and negotiate favourable terms of surrender. Cypripedioidea is ultimately driven from the village when Siti's husband, Ram Dian, discovers that a demon is consorting with his wife.

...

0064: Sashenka Morozov, a diplomat with the REA, marries the then-Major Tri Darma Dian. She has a terrible time adjusting to tropical seasons after living through Zaftran winters all her life, but it's a happy marriage, all in all.

0067: Yuliana Dian is born. After heavy discussions about the direction the colonies are going, the Dians elect not to have any other children.

0076: The Peace Mediation Organization, Sashenka's workplace, is disbanded after the REA's foul play is unveiled; she retires and occupies herself as a full-time mother to Yuliana, ending a period of after-school playgroups and babysitters. Over the years, she gives Yuliana a personal education in the REA's particular methods of diplomacy.

0079: The One Year War sees a colony dropped on Sydney; Ambon, a city-island of Indonesia and the Dian's family home, sees terrible flooding as the impact spreads out across the ocean. Sashenka ensures that the twelve-year-old Yuliana holds fast to the wreckage until the military is able to mobilise to save them. Yuliana resolves never to feel so helpless again -- using the might of mobile suits, which didn't seem to care about the water in the slightest.

0080: The Dians settle in Makassar. Yuliana grows enamoured with the Gundam Fight, and the idea that one person could change the flow of history. Yuliana enters high school, and even manages to make a few friends, despite having moved from another island.

0081: Second Impact occurs; Yuliana's new home is permanently buried under water. So are many of the people she met in Makassar. After much hardship, the Dians manage to use their clout to escape Indonesia and go to live in Zaftra. Yuliana learns that her grandparents were killed in the One Year War. Rather than rejoin school for a third time, she takes an apprenticeship with a local wanzer mechanic, and studies engineering.

0084: Yuliana watches the second Gundam Fight with a greater sense of cynicism and patriotism.

0085: Yuliana turns 18, and with her father's blessing, goes with him to register for the military. She scores highly in basic training, and is recruited for a particular cyber-newtype project. Her consent is maintained throughout the process. The project begins under the cover of the Titans' blackout, which serves to obscure its details for years to come.

0085: everything breaks.

0085:

0085:

0085: SHE IS COMING

0086: Yuliana Dispersal's rehabilitation after her violent response to her experiments continues at pace. She is the sole survivor.

0087: Yuliana enters service as a mechanic, rather than a pilot; she maintains a low profile through the end of the Gryps Conflict, helping prepare the REA's contribution to the third Gundam Fight.

0088: Seeing her superiors' inaction as an oversight, Yuliana strikes out against the Mycenae Empire, and proves her capacity as a pilot.

0089: Deployed as a weapon during intra-Federation conflict, Yuliana demonstrates that her capacity to nullify empathic connection is an asset on the battlefield, and earns a place on the REA's Special Forces as an officer cadet. Her inexperience coupled with the poor safety standards of REA wanzers causes her face to be terribly injured, but thanks to the work of doctor Hsieh Baihe, there's little permanent damage.

0091: Yuliana makes an internal name for herself as a saboteur and disruptor; no longer acting alone, she is assigned to a black ops team with the purpose of causing deniable trouble in neighbouring nations. She is promoted to lieutenant in the process.

0092: Despite now having the power to fight, Yuliana has nothing to do with the fourth Gundam Fight. She uses the attention the world is paying to it to place pressure on the newly-formed Helmajistan as a visiting dignitary -- after having contributed to the proxy wars which destabilised it in the first place.

0093: Yuliana grants mercy to Helmajistan after her superiors direct her to contribute to Earth's defence against the Devil Gundam, instead. She proceeds to make showings at several key problem areas, fighting against Char Aznable's Neo Zeon and participating in Axis Shock. These heroic efforts go a long way towards sanitising her image as an ace of the REA; they also keep her too busy to cause clandestine problems for a while. It doesn't last, and after Axis Shock, Yuliana contributes to the unrest of several areas.

0094: After her official and unofficial efforts, the REA promotes Yuliana from lieutenant to captain, and grants her a unit of her own: the Nega Force. Wen Yuan and Parminder Chaudhri join her; the third member, a cyber-newtype named Alexsey Melnik, enters medical retirement almost a year after he receives his posting.

0095: Doctor Baihe disappears, to Yuliana's distress. She is further distracted from her official Federation mercy missions and unofficial terrors by the Bloody Valentine Conflict, which occupies a great deal of her attention as she fights ZAFT in their forward Asian bases. Her efforts in this war continue, even as she splits her attention between several other issues. Another cyber-newtype, Brassy Cachet, lasts eight months in the Nega Force before requiring a medical discharge. Towards the end of the year, Elisa Kafim makes contact with Yuliana in secret, and invites her to explore the fascinating new tale of Celestial Being. Despite her actions having resulted in plenty of strife, Yuliana is convinced that Celestial Being understands her desire to bring equality to the world, and agrees to help them.

0096: A third cyber-newtype, Cascade Wattana, is assigned to Yuliana's unit. Secretly, Yuliana begins fighting for Celestial Being under the name of 'Verdiska'. Even more secretly, she enters a pact with Elisa which could stand to threaten both Celestial Being and the REA's interests; completely coincidentally, a chain of fast-food restaurants, Burger Fiend, begin to pop up. Doctor Baihe resurfaces as 'Athrusa', wanted by both Celestial Being and the REA; caught between loyalties, Yuliana pursues her on behalf of both parties, finally betraying her to Celestial Being. With Elisa's help, she subjugates Alma Stirner to their will. Yuliana escalates her aggression towards the Ra Mari, cruelly targeting Rena Lancaster. Elisa proposes to Yuliana in July, and marries her four months later; Lilith Aiden attacks their wedding in a desperate attempt to save her girlfriend, Alma, from Yuliana's grasp. Late in the year she assaults Denver Colony, only to unveil correspondence from the head scientist of the Institute which reveals their true feelings about her.

0097: Full of resentment, Yuliana sabotages both the Federation and physical reality -- and her efforts towards the former are cut off by consequences of the latter, as Sophia Castellan captures her. She is held in G-Hound's custody until the REA negotiates her return... and makes ready to awaken the alien cells inside her, so they can properly clone her abilities. That this will kill her is not their concern, but the Shuffles, Celestial Being, and G-Hound find themselves strange bedfellows as they all raid the Institute to raze it to the ground and rescue her. Unfortunately, Yuliana's cells are matured, regardless, but Elisa's antidote ensures that it doesn't destroy her consciousness. Now changed into a monstrous form, Yuliana disappears for a month before she reappears to assault the Phenex in a strange Void-powered scorpion wanzer.

Resources

Nega-Newtype: Yuliana is a ravenous void from which no love or hope or sparklespace escapes. (See below.)

Fully-Realised Hybrid: Yuliana has been physically warped by her connection to The Void. She has a frill of tentacles which she's able to hide behind her ears, and a pair of tentacles from her spine which resemble snakes. Her eyes, like some powerful Newtypes, have lost their pupils. Her body temperature is also cooler than the norm; she now has to take medication to keep her core temperature warm enough.

Green Fold Facilitator: Yuliana is able to handle Green Fold Quartz without being harmed -- though it does make her markedly more mad.

"Verdiska": The disguise Yuliana established while she was still supposedly an REA officer, for use when she's operating under Celestial Being's banner. She used ranged mass production units in order to maintain deniability by keeping her foes at arm's length.

Mechanical Skill: Yuliana's education is in mechanics, with a focus on wanzers; while she isn't at the genius level of some engineers, she's a normally talented mechanic. The improvements to her Tiandong are almost all her personal effort.

The Nega Force remnants: While Cascade defected and Pham was destroyed, Yuliana still commands the loyalty of the sniping assassin, Wendy Yuan, and the intelligence operative, Parminder Chaudhri.

The Silent Calling: Yuliana is the leader of a growing new religious movement largely based in non-Federation states on Earth. She does charity work!

Da Xukong 0

attack while the tail's up!

Threshold Queen EMPTEAR

she married into super robots

Personality

Yuliana is mad, bad, and dangerous to know. In Byronic style, she is excessively flawed -- petty, jealous, manipulative, and cruel -- but with prosocial core beliefs which humanise her. Ultimately, she's a tragic villain, failed by society and now failing society in turn.

Most fundamentally to the Byronic archetype, though, is Yuliana's /loneliness./ She has been trapped in a psychic bell jar ever since her forceful Awakening, unable to reach the hearts of others, but constantly aware that there's something she's missing. She is isolated inside herself. Even before her experiments, going through the floods caused by the colony drop on Sydney followed by Second Impact left Yuliana with a crushing sense of solitude; when this was underlined by the medical torture she underwent, she became totally disconnected from her fellow man. For many years, she believed that the world was fake and other people weren't even /real,/ just characters in a story she was passively reading. While Kaworu Nagisa's strange powers were able to convince her of the interiority of other people, she still struggles with superficiality in her relationships, with a constant sensation that she's unable to reach others -- and they can't understand her, either.

It's this isolation which drives her jealousy and constant sense of bitterness for what she's /missing./ She's decided that the whole world must be dragged down to her level, because she knows that she can never have what Newtypes have... even though she should have been a powerful Newtype herself. Denied connection, she hates the very concept of that possibility -- in her eyes, the only way forward for humanity is one in which they are singularly united, with no one person possessing psychic gifts denied another. (If she can't have it, no one can.) She used to hold naked contempt for all Newtypes, but as she's developed, she has has decided that 'Newtypism' is an affliction plaguing humanity -- an unfortunate curse which the Newtype naturally can't help, and needs to be freed from. This paternalistic view of Awakening may or may not be any better than plain hatred, but Yuliana certainly believes that she's doing 'better' by them, now.

Yuliana's jealousy, though, covers an uglier emotion: she believes that if the whole world were to ascend to Newtypehood, like her old friend Rita Bernal preaches, they would willingly and gleefully leave her behind. She both fears and expects abandonment after living through eleven years of torture at the hands of the REA, vacillating between desperate attempts to avoid being left behind and embracing the inevitability of it all. She has been taught that she is exceptional, and the unfortunate truth of being an exception is that she is also an exception to the happiness most men can expect.

Even so, she's protective of the happiness of normal people. She cares about the fate of civilians, particularly those forgotten by the wealthy and the lucky, and she has always tried to be generous and considerate to them. (She's always tipped well.) Despite her savage occupations, she wants to improve their situations -- a drive which both led her to Celestial Being, and to later begin The Silent Calling. Yuliana was led to believe, watching the Gundam Fight uncritically at a young age, that one person could change the fate of the world; so too, now, does she believe that she alone can save the world. She believes, and is led to believe, that bringing The Void to this world will heal it of its ills.

These beliefs are supported by her loving wife, Elisa Kafim. Elisa was the first person to rescue Yuliana, when she was lost to the REA, and so Yuliana's devotion to her is absolute. But Elisa has always had interests in the Woman in the Void who haunts Yuliana, and she constantly presses Yuliana to continue their great work to bring the Void to this world. Their relationship is controlling and manipulative, with Elisa gaslighting and coercing Yuliana to the ends she desires -- but this abuse is complicated by the genuine love and affection they share with each other. So, too, is it complicated by Yuliana's incapability of asking for help or even reporting anything is wrong, too used to indoctrination and double-think.

Unfortunately, Yuliana's terrors are complicated by that indoctrination and brainwashing. The REA controls all of its citizens, but its laboratory experiments most of all -- Yuliana spent many years stopping all thoughts of disloyalty, and wasn't even able to express to others that she was being hurt. While she's been deconditioned from the REA's mind control, she remains someone who is vulnerable to the tactics Elisa uses... and, secretly, she's the most vulnerable person alive to Elisa's own magical mind control. Elisa rarely uses her magic on her wife, though, and she doesn't /have/ to; her myriad conventional manipulation tricks work perfectly well.

Neither does Elisa have to manipulate Yuliana to be petty or cruel. She has her own mean streak, callous to the pain of others, and she gets fulfilment out of punishing those she deems worthy of suffering. While this malevolence was encouraged and taught by the REA, it remains true that Yuliana didn't struggle to learn their lessons -- she's become someone who would ruin Rena Lancaster's life just for the sin of accidentally offending her at a vulnerable moment. So, too, was she cruel enough to torment Alma Stirner, offering her to her wife for her grim experiments on how Yuliana's powers enhanced Elisa's own. But unlike Elisa, Yuliana's abuse tends to be impulsive and short-lived: she struggles to pay attention to her vendettas beyond her immediate gratification. This only makes her marriage more tragic, because Alma's example shows that Yuliana's impulsive cruelty can be extended out to horrific lengths with Elisa's patience and lack of concern for others.

She is also manipulative on her own rights, even as Elisa manipulates her. Her inability to connect with others has led her to be quite the actor -- and the REA taught her to pretend and bury her true emotions, instead of how to cope. She's a consummate liar, and unafraid to manipulate the truth... even if it's as simple as making herself look good in the telling. In fact, Yuliana has strong vulnerable narcissism traits, thirsting for the validation for others; she has only ever known how to meet her needs in a toxic and manipulative way, and so she tries to secure the kindness of others with a tight grasp and harsh implications. Because the REA assured her that she would die if she were found to be a failure, nothing is ever her fault, and she struggles to admit to any amount of wrongdoing (though she has frequently done wrong).

This inclination towards narcissism also informs the way she expresses her limited empathy -- she struggles to relate to anyone who hasn't shared her experiences. While she can feel for people whose situations she can understand, victims of disasters or laboratories or authoritarian states, she is far less sympathetic to people who aren't like her. (And this, in turn, informs her softer stance on Newtypes now compared to the beginning of the game: she was convinced that she was, effectively, a Cyber-Newtype, and so she couldn't other them as easily.) Yuliana isn't totally without empathy, but her capacity to understand another's suffering is curtailed by how much she can put herself in their shoes. There are some experiences which she can't imagine at all -- like those of Spacenoids, who she purely views as hostile due to the colony drop which affected her. Yuliana is very bigoted towards Spacenoids, and this is, in large part, because she doesn't understand them; this can be seen in the way that she makes /exceptions/ for /good Spacenoids/ who she can relate to.

For all this limited empathy, Yuliana is kind, in Yuliana's way, to children and to animals. She wishes to have children of her own, but the REA's experiments -- and the body horror she's gone through -- have left her barren. She fills her empty nest by mentoring the next generation... even in situations where those people don't agree with her methods, like Leina Ashta and Milly Ashford. While Yuliana can be harsh, particularly in her engineering mentorship of Shari Loom, she doesn't wish any malice on the youth she tries to take under her wing. (And, indeed, this mentorship is also an expression of her own life experience; she had her own mentor in the form of the woman who taught her about engineering, though she's since died.)

But Yuliana struggles to stay in one emotional state, even when she's feeling positively about someone. Emotionally labile and easily irritated, she deals with constant mood swings -- and all of her moods are particularly loud. She cries easily, laughs easily, and yells easily, and she struggles with the self-control or self-moderation which would stop her from throwing something across the room in her anger. (This risky emotional expression also speaks to her self-injurious tendencies, which she uses in a vain effort to self-regulate.) Her theatrical expression is fed into by the REA teaching her to act instead of cope; with no idea if she's reaching others at all, she acts out her emotions as loudly as possible in the hopes that someone will hear.

Relationships

Threshold Dwellers

Elisa Kafim (Elya): You are everything to me, zhenushka, and I am yours. You've done everything for me... no one understands our love, no one at all!

Mitsuba Greyvalley: My dear sister... return to us.

Shari Loom (Sharochka): I really hate you. You're a clever young woman, despite your affliction. Know that I am hard on you because I see your potential.

The Nega Force

Major Vinh Pham: How could you do this to me!?

First Lieutenant Wendy Yuan (Lettu): Sometimes it's nice to talk to someone more... well, Wendy's pretty earthly, you know? Anyway, she's been real helpful with the Calling. Didn't expect her to take to it... she's treating it like another of our jobs, I think, but that's fine. She's pretty convincing. Guess she decided to adopt that Spacenoid's name fully, but nobody's perfect.

Second Lieutenant Parminder Chaudhri (Letda): lol. lmao

Officer Cadet Cascade Wattana (Canary): I haven't seen them lately. Good. I'm satisfied with them leaving my life.

Favoured Characters

Banagher Links (Nasya): You serve a purpose. See you serve it well. But what of this nonsense? Breaking time? We can't have it, Nasya.

Julia Ampere: Do take care of dear Milly, won't you?

Kaworu Nagisa: You -- saw me. You really saw me. It's horrible! ... don't go.

Milly Ashford: I'm pleased to assist you. I'd like to see what you can do.

Leina Ashta (Leyasha): You serve a purpose. That's my decision. I am being so considerate to you these days! But... yes... I know I must admit I've not always done well by you. You should appreciate that I'm trying!

Rita Bernal (Ritechka): I won't allow you to exist as you are. You keep causing me pain, but I can't stay away... it's mutual, isn't it? ... you've left, now... I guess it's for the best.

Sashenka Dian and Tri Darma Dian: I overhear my mother speaking with Elya, on occasion, even when I haven't rang them. I'm glad they're getting along.

Problems To Be Solved

Anita Rosetta: A woman who ought to be congratulated for making me so cross about an Oldtype. At a certain point, she shares some culpability for listening to those wretches.

Artemisia ka Britannia: I'd rather not be a fish in your barrel, all the same.

Asciel Colette: Themis will forsake you, Sharon.

Koji Kabuto: Of course we're enemies, but I'm saddened by it all. Elya says the harsh light abjures our comforting darkness, but these people have scarred no transgressions upon the world.

Sayaka Yumi: It would have been nice to talk to a woman my own age about these things. But it always goes wrong...

Sousuke Sagara: Seemed like a good kid. Until he chopped all my legs off!

Michele Luio: I'm not on a last-name basis with many people, but for Luio, I'll make an exception. What kind of fool pretends to be a violator?

Shiho Hahnenfuss: Spacenoids. Ugh! This one wants me dead; good to know.

Sophia Mayhew Castellan: You are my predator? No. I will not abide such a thing.

Useful Creatures

Alexis Kerib: Ah, so you won't be coming back for tea? Too bad. You should have accepted my offer when you had the chance.

Asuka Shikinami Langley: Well, at least one Evangelion pilot has my esteem.

Hayato Jin: I think we could see eye-to-eye on many things, darling!

Lina Lombardi: A tragically honest woman, but that can be handled, just the same.

Liu Mei Wang: The princess brought us such fetching flowers!

Nena Trinity: No hard feelings for that little roasting, mm?

Regina Everhart: You've saved my life on our missions. I'll not forget that, even if I can be a little distracted in our meetings.

Treize Khushrenada: I will not kill for you, but you were fair enough. I can respect that.

Morally Complex Villains

Jona Basta: You subverted Zoltan's destiny, did you? I would... prefer not to kill you. Ritechka will be such a pain if I do, that's all.

Judau Ashta: WHY DO ALL YOU PEOPLE ALWAYS GET UNDER MY SKIN?! Don't look at me that way! You're LUCKY you're Leina's brother! ... anyway, I suppose it's good you at least got your rings settled. What kind of idiot doesn't realise how much they cost? It's the least I could do to help finance it.

Sayla Mass: I find myself in the unfortunate position of having to humour you for Leyasha's sake. It's unpleasant for both of us, I assure you. Aren't you judging me for being unsuited to charity?!

Shelby Korts: RITECHKA WHY HER

Roux Louka: Hmm. Have I offended you? I thought we were getting along quite well, considering the circumstances around you.

Tieria Erde: I'll tolerate you so long as you remember what you're here for.

Ujico Issa: She's all right, for what she is. Perhaps we can save her?

Zoltan Akkanen: Ugh, this stupid idiot? I guess I'm fond of him, but he keeps pissing me off anyway.

The Villains of the Story

Alma Stirner (Rusalka): Say, where'd she go? I haven't seen her for ages.

Eight York: I can't believe someone who once took my tooth ended up assisting me... disgusting! Ugh, and I ended up helping her, too... but it wasn't FOR her, you know. It was for the children.

Li Yao: Oh, choke on your honour. You always rubbed me the wrong way! It took me too long to figure out why...

Lilith Aiden: You paid for what you did. Darken my doorstep no more.

Naoko Suzuki: She wishes for this scrap of a girl, and so I cannot simply slay her where she stands. But these people -- they make me so ANGRY...!

Ranka Lee: Oh, I REALLY hate you. Just you wait...

Rau Le Creuset: I told you that Newtypes would destroy us. I told you all!

Rena Lancaster: I haven't forgotten you, transgressor.

Zurvan Zevarist: Ah, out from old country. How quaint. It's really tragic, the way engineers are being infiltrated by the sensitive just the same.

Jana Cektru: Alone? I will SHOW you alone, you HORRIBLE WRETCH!

THE VOID AND YOU: A HANDY GUIDE

Want to know how a nega-Newtype affects your character? Here's a handy briefing of standard effects based on Awakening tier. This is intended as a general guide for a unique powerset, and shouldn't be taken as gospel; if you want to have a different reaction, the world is full of infinite possibilities.

The Void typically leaks from Yuliana within melee range -- if you want a number, on foot it's about two metres out from her person, but that's not how the powers are cosmologically measured. Instead, this leakage is defined as consuming everything within her grasp: if she can lunge out and grab you, you're within her default field of negation. (For this reason, the field ISN'T two metres wide when she's in a wanzer -- it extends out, proportionally, to the wanzer's melee grasp. Likewise, when she's in the 60-metre Emptear, her grasping aura is larger still.) Yuliana is unable to 'turn off' or further restrict her powers at this melee range; this is the minimum amount of Void Bleed which always occurs around her, and, indeed, that constant exposure may explain why she's so much the way she is.

AWAKENING 0-1

Everything is normal! There is nothing weird about interacting with Yuliana and no sense that anything in particular is wrong, unless you have some other way of sensing psychic interference outside of your Awakening.

AWAKENING 2

Everything is more or less still normal, except that any connections to people close to your heart are suspiciously quiet around Yuliana. This is the level where things become a bit unsettling, but can still be passed off as not horrible pretty easily.

AWAKENING 3

The emotional tenor of the place goes dead silent in Yuliana's sphere of influence, and it's impossible to sense emotional information from people, too. This is the point where things become Clearly Kind Of Creepy. (Or relieving, if you don't like being an empath. That's valid!)

AWAKENING 4-5

The point at which being around Yuliana is like being blindfolded and deafened. At this point it is 100% plain what Yuliana is doing, because her psychic Minovsky interference shuts out an essential part of the existence of 4s and 5s. This can be a curse or a blessing, but it's extremely OBVIOUS, either way.

ADDENDUM: DUELING WITH MENTAL UNITS

No, Yuliana isn't going to brick your ride. Her powerset is ultimately an extremely isolating thing -- so while pilots engaged with melee with her won't be able to sense her intentions or try psychic communication, it's not something which will prevent them from acting on the world through their /own/ robot or its various accessories like Fin Funnels. If you want to play with the concept there may be some narrative difficulty in interfacing with highly Mental units, like operating through a layer of molasses, but ultimately: Yuliana's power stops people from reaching other's hearts, it doesn't stop them from being able to fight. If in doubt, think: what would be the most fun interpretation of these difficulties to bring to play? 'My robot doesn't work' will rarely be the most fun interpretation.

ADDENDUM: EXPANDING HORROR AURAS

Yuliana now has the ability to expand the melee range of her powerset to affect many people at range, with the raising of the frills behind her ears. This effect can be reversed if one forces -- or convinces Yuliana to -- lower them back down.

Trivia

• Yuliana is an extremely talented polyglot. She grew up speaking Zaftran and Indonesian in the home, and she's used Mandarin, Japanese, and OCU English since she was a child. She's fluent in Arabic, Cantonese, Korean, and Hindi, having also picked them all up at a younger age. She's a competent conversationalist in Tamil, Uzbek, DHZ Standardised Sign Language, Britannian English, Spanish, French, German, Dutch, Afrikaans, and Swahili. She has a functional grasp of a frightfully large collection of other languages, particularly minor languages of the REA, and especially when she can use her stronger languages to build on them. (One distinct exception to this is Zentradi, which she's picked up recently for obvious reasons.) Her capacity to make connections between old and new languages -- spurred by acquiring so many words at such a young age -- means that even if she encounters a language she doesn't know, it's frighteningly easy for her to pick it up. It is legitimately hard to have a conversation which Yuliana cannot understand.

• Yuliana struggles with paperwork and writing reports; she strongly prefers to relate things verbally due to undiagnosed dyslexia. For this reason, despite her polyglot talents, Yuliana frequently falls behind when writing in other languages.

• Yuliana loves ancient movies, and particularly treasures remakes, re-imaginings, and alleged restorations of Soviet-era work. She also likes regular old movies, but tends to lose interest in the trends of modernity. She believes that the longer a film is, the better.

• Yuliana's favourite food is gelato, but one of her favourite parts of globehopping is getting to experience the cuisines of the world. She has an adventurous palate, but she loosely keeps her meals halal due to her cultural upbringing. (She is entirely willing to ignore this proscription for a particularly tasty snack.)

• Yuliana was a hijabi growing up, but she eventually abandoned her headscarves after adapting to Zaftran culture. She retains an affection for covering her neck with scarves and shawls, which is quite convenient now she has jewellery to hide.

• Yuliana started dancing when she was young; she learned more worldwide styles after she found it opened social doors as an adult. She's also competent with playing a few types of metallophones thanks to participating in gamelan performances when she was a child.

• Unlike her disdain for many people, Yuliana is an animal lover. She has a pet tiger! His name is Sokrovishche (Sokrova to his friends), he's very green, and the strange and terrible void power bestowed upon him is... the capacity to understand verbal commands.

• Yuliana is also fond of children, and hopes to be a mother herself. She frequently... tries... to mentor the youth.

• Yuliana was a diligent United Earth Sphere Alliance voter, back when she wasn't persona non grata in the Federation. (... her parents are staunch Blue Cosmos voters.)

• Yuliana spent much of her childhood growing up in the provincial city of Ambon, and after a brief stint in the larger Makassar, moved to a rural area of Chukotka. Her regional childhood has left her with an affection for the care and keeping of people who choose to live outside the more populous cities, and the infrastructure they need to live.

• As an early-model Cyber-Newtype, Yuliana depends on daily medications to keep herself running to a basic level of health and stability. The amount of medications she takes has been cut down significantly now she's left the REA and the pharmaceutical control they enforced on her -- which is better for her health, but does lead her to greater instability.

• Yuliana was employed as an assassin by the REA because her targets had no way to sense her malicious intent in advance. This, as it happens, was much the same reason why she was sent to negotiate with certain dignitaries on behalf of her country.

• Yuliana and her team still doompost as a free action, just as they did before. A surprising number of the posts positing that both sides are the same and no one should bother voting in local elections (but perhaps they should buy a gun) originally came from the desks of the Nega Force, when they were working for the REA. Much of that content was accelerationist, pessimistic, or fearful, intended to stir up unrest and unease in enemy nations. These days, they still use their sockpuppets to bring the Federation down in the court of public opinion... but the REA is as much in their targets as any other bloc, if not moreso. It's a petty revenge thing.

Soundtrack

[Mell - Red Fraction]
It's always been hell / From when I was born / They make me violate them / No matter who they are

[Nine Inch Nails - Only]
I just couldn't leave it alone, picking at this scab / It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut / But I climbed through

[Florence + The Machine - Cassandra]
Well, can you see me? / I cannot see you! / Everything I thought I knew has fallen out of view / In this blindness I'm condemned to

[Marinas Trench - Echoes of You]
I thrust my fist into the post / I still insist I see the ghosts / I can't stop myself falling now / Don't look down

[Fall Out Boy - The Last Of The Real Ones]
I was just an only child of the universe / And then I found you, and then I found you

[The Bravery - Bad Sun]
We are liars like the summer time / Like the spring, we are such fools / Like fall, we are false prophets / And like winter, we are cruel

[Pink Floyd - One Of My Turns]
Don't look so frightened, this is just a passing phase! / One of my bad days

[Icon for Hire - The Magic]
My seams are breaking / It's not as fun as it sounds / I've got a whole world inside me, begging to come out

[Florence + The Machine - My Love]
And when it came, it was stranger than I had ever imagined / No cracking open of Heaven / But quiеt and still / (All my friends are getting ill)

[How To Destroy Angels - The Space In Between]
Blinding light illuminates the scene / Try to fill the spaces in between

[Homestuck - Black Hole / Green Sun]
Instrumental

[The Black Mages - Kurayaminokumo]
Instrumental

[Deltarune - Until Next Time]
I'm with you in the dark...

Logs

• 2022-02-11: Alexis Kerib's No Good Very Bad Day (Chapter 1)
• 2022-02-12: Stardust Obfuscation
• 2022-02-22: Skeletons In The Closet
• 2022-02-27: Ulterior Motives
• 2022-03-19: Who Wants Chinese?
• 2022-04-21: "Take What I'm Offering": A Guide To Living Well In The REA
• 2022-04-28: Reality is a prison to be broken (Prologue)
• 2022-05-02: Why are you doing this
• 2022-05-06: Given infinite possibilities, you chose kindness. I did not. (Prologue)
• 2022-05-09: When she reaches the world it will sunder
• 2022-05-12: Illumination is a fundamental notion which our brains must interpret
• 2022-05-14: Do Not, My Friends
• 2022-05-15: Standing on the precipice of oblivion, you declined to look down
• 2022-05-19: The villains go shopping, and nobody dies
• 2022-05-19: Your Future, For Sale
• 2022-05-20: Striated irruption secondary to our reconstruction
• 2022-05-20: Yuliana Dispersal's no good very bad day (Chapter 2)
• 2022-05-25: Renascent handover
• 2022-05-27: We're safe in our hotel! Wait, could I make my own kaiju?
• 2022-05-29: The eye of my storm is not your shelter!
• 2022-06-05: A Shocking Showdown
• 2022-06-08: Can I possibly take what you're offering?
• 2022-06-12: An Adult Conversation
• 2022-06-12: From the moment I shook your hand, I knew I hated you
• 2022-06-18: A thousand dagger cuts and the singular greatsword swing
• 2022-06-21: This feigned world shall ensnare us lest we weave together
• 2022-06-23: A fairy's magic never could ensorcell me
• 2022-07-01: The villains go sightseeing, and nobody dies
• 2022-07-02: And into the darkness, stumble
• 2022-07-04: I'll exploit that predictable desire for complexity
• 2022-07-09: Please Gift-Wrap This Planet
• 2022-07-10: Crisis! Revenge of Tanabata's Stray Cow!
• 2022-07-14: Bereft of web
• 2022-07-18: The youth talk more and smile less
• 2022-07-20: I am the gate you shall throw open to decimate this world
• 2022-07-25: Deer are Dear, dear Yuliana!
• 2022-07-28: The villains propose, and nobody dies
• 2022-07-29: Dangerous Descent P2
• 2022-08-02: The Contents of One's Heart
• 2022-08-05: Oh, Rusalka, all trapped in a bottle!
• 2022-08-13: The Bird that Flew the Nest
• 2022-08-23: Elisa appears by my side precisely when she is most needed
• 2022-08-26: What Lies Beyond
• 2022-08-31: I see the anger this world has inflicted on you
• 2022-09-03: Rusalka, how I long to destroy you
• 2022-09-09: Electrostatic Painting
• 2022-09-16: Light and Void and Ramen
• 2022-09-17: Our strangling roots
• 2022-09-22: Oh, the emptiness isn't
• 2022-09-27: The use of a failure
• 2022-09-30: At the Bottom of the Gravity Well: Two Unicorns
• 2022-09-30: The convenience of your assistance is a thing I cannot presently deny
• 2022-10-04: I'm trapped with a room with you trapped on a ship with me, but we'll all be free soon, darlings
• 2022-10-06: The villains seek therapy, and somebody died
• 2022-10-07: I never should have tried to live life as I normally do, I cannot handle the things which were so easy for me! I'll return to Elisa's side, and remember this slight as I recover
• 2022-10-14: The Doktor Is In
• 2022-10-15: You and I are caught between the focus and scope of hatred
• 2022-10-16: You, chosen to see the emptiness, I shall not leave to languish in this decrepitude of noise
• 2022-10-18: Reality is a prison to be broken (Chapter 2)
• 2022-10-19: I'm not a weapon, and other lies I'll tell you to play on your sympathies
• 2022-10-20: She gives me nothing, and I have so much nothing to give
• 2022-10-21: Sigyn's daughter inherited a cup to catch the poison
• 2022-10-23: The volatility of my experience is a testament to why
• 2022-10-25: The villains go shopping, and somebody dies
• 2022-10-27: The chains of Command
• 2022-10-28: Bribes are just a necessary component of our existence
• 2022-11-04: Please, I cannot look directly at my people's sins
• 2022-11-05: Operation Spitbreak
• 2022-11-11: Britannia delenda est
• 2022-11-20: An invitation to grow closer
• 2022-11-21: Sharks create orcas
• 2022-11-24: The monstrous beings we are were created in the endless cycle of war
• 2022-11-25: A Secret Ritual
• 2022-11-30: The villains honeymoon, and nobody dies
• 2022-12-01: Rusalka, too, wished for our friendship to change
• 2022-12-01: Welcome to the Nega Force, Rusalka
• 2022-12-05: I'm not a number, and other lies I'll tell myself to play on my insecurities
• 2022-12-07: All Is Yours
• 2022-12-11: Banagher's Protectors
• 2022-12-12: Rusalka is a helpful faerie about the demesne I still keep
• 2022-12-15: The Ghosts of the Past
• 2022-12-16: Making friends with monsters, and the inherent flaws therein
• 2022-12-16: Your comprehension of this hollow existence is what's at issue
• 2022-12-17: Here in this darkness I face the horror of my manufactured existence, untouchable and alone with you
• 2022-12-17: What Could Have Been
• 2022-12-19: Your comfort and mine warms these frigid halls
• 2022-12-21: When I praised you for being willing to go so far, I didn't expect to hear about consequences
• 2022-12-26: They're cyborgs of a feather, but I can't allow Lettu to forge this friendship so easily
• 2022-12-29: CSB Non-Denominational Holiday Dinner
• 2022-12-31: I am Elisa's miracle, the answer to their hubris, and they sow the seeds of their own destruction
• 2023-01-03: Die Zauberflote - Moby Dick
• 2023-01-04: Cleaning's a euphemistic habit of mine, so I hope you don't mind if I control the process
• 2023-01-06: I cannot comprehend your attempts to assist me, but I am too shaken to deny you
• 2023-01-07: Die Zauberflote - Singin' in the Rain
• 2023-01-11: She watches me
• 2023-01-11: That I deny you from this mission, Rusalka, is a kindness
• 2023-01-12: She Hates You
• 2023-01-14: The villains go home, and many die
• 2023-01-18: Bringing Flowers
• 2023-01-19: Die Zauberflote - My Fair Lady
• 2023-01-22: Even in this wretched weak and restrained state, I welcome you
• 2023-01-23: Promise me safety from my people, and I will tell you all their crimes
• 2023-01-25: This phoenix sparks unlikely allies
• 2023-01-27: The truth beyond the page of this narrative is wrapped about my bones
• 2023-01-28: Though I am suspicious of any friend I may make in this place, I cannot deny your good character
• 2023-01-29: I care no more for the structural integrity of the Federation, so I'll air my wild suspicions with no regard for the consequences
• 2023-01-30: Please tell me where I came from is not where I now go
• 2023-02-01: I'm just going to leave this information unattended, and if it's gone when I turn back, that's neither my fault nor problem
• 2023-02-03: Dispersal in progress... (Prologue)
• 2023-02-04: Dispersal in progress... (Chapter 1)
• 2023-02-04: Dispersal in progress... (Chapter 2)
• 2023-02-04: ePILOguE in ( Progress... disPERSal )
• 2023-02-10: .signal losT
• 2023-02-12: !oh, my love, they cannot take me from yoU
• 2023-02-13: .i am held by you and goD
• 2023-02-14: .rusalka came with me, and i cannot release heR
• 2023-02-14: .the void's valentinE
• 2023-02-16: ?dial up a victiM
• 2023-02-18: ?!reality extends beyond the walls which snare mE
• 2023-02-25: ...i must absorb the truth of my responsibilities to the worlD
• 2023-03-02: .waltz for the voiD
• 2023-03-04: .chimerae and churning human flesH
• 2023-03-04: .what is written on my bones may instruct yoU
• 2023-03-06: !this is the greatest void i designed that you have given mE
• 2023-03-09: .territorieS
• 2023-03-11: Phoenix Hunting: Conclusion
• 2023-03-17: !we can trust no one with our thingS
• 2023-03-18: HaroCon: Path B!
• 2023-03-19: Leina Sinks
• 2023-03-26: .this world's boundless cruelty hurts our things sO
• 2023-03-30: ?do you remember the emptiness as i dO
• 2023-04-01: .a promise for palaU
• 2023-04-02: .saved from a miracle - palau fallinG
• 2023-04-02: Palau Falling - Zeong Rising
• 2023-04-10: .new beginnings and the same old hatE
• 2023-04-13: !nullificatioN! the kafims' complicated marriagE
• 2023-04-17: ...come to mE
• 2023-04-25: .and i consumed you, rusalkA
• 2023-04-27: Unsettling! The Secrets of the Void: Volume 1!
• 2023-04-28: .heart to hearT
• 2023-05-09: !come forth, threshold queen, EMPTEAR
• 2023-05-11: .meetingS
• 2023-05-12: .a gentle introduction to the gentle ladY
• 2023-05-13: ?whose game are you playinG
• 2023-05-16: .you have ever helped me lift my weights and responsibiliteS
• 2023-05-17: The Price We Pay
• 2023-05-19: First Gate Open
• 2023-05-20: .how they see our worlD
• 2023-05-22: My Operatic Airheadedness Is Drowning Out The Message
• 2023-05-26: Broken Mirror - Yuliana's Assault
• 2023-05-28: .in the face of disaster and disempowerment, all i can rely on is yoU
• 2023-05-28: Unlikely Union
• 2023-05-31: !our dinner-dates are a wonderful time to share my existence with yoU
• 2023-06-01: Unveiled! The Void's Gate Is A Woman
• 2023-06-02: ?...you're asking mE
• 2023-06-06: .the villains go ice skating, and nobody dieS
• 2023-06-09: Milly Enters The Underworld
• 2023-06-10: A Bird is Safe in Its Nest
• 2023-06-15: Meizun's Flavour Apocalypse Absolute Ranch Destruction
• 2023-06-27: .little witcH
• 2023-06-29: .reality is a prison to be brokeN (chapteR III)
• 2023-07-02: .dial up a survivoR
• 2023-07-04: ?!why did i expect you to knoW
• 2023-07-06: .and see my twisted genesiS
• 2023-07-08: Soup du Silence
• 2023-07-11: .dancing tigers, custom builds, and other revelationS
• 2023-07-12: What Did You Do
• 2023-07-14: .an acceptable salvE
• 2023-07-16: .don't expect me to be fair when you're saying there's no permanencE
• 2023-07-17: .rusalka's cake was made for the falL
• 2023-07-20: .stillness and motioN
• 2023-07-22: ...rusalka makes no sense of mE
• 2023-07-24: .we will make them fight for what they desirE
• 2023-07-26: .machines know neither love nor beautY
• 2023-07-27: .you're gonna need that rosetta stonE
• 2023-07-29: Power Grab
• 2023-08-04: .cats and crimE
• 2023-08-06: Symphonic Suite
• 2023-08-16: Light Bleeds
• 2023-08-20: Vigilante
• 2023-08-22: Spirit Spite
• 2023-08-26: Farewell
• 2023-08-30: The Choice, Refused
• 2023-09-01: Narrative
• 2023-09-04: .four tapestries inform our magnanimous intenT
• 2023-09-09: Cage
• 2023-09-10: .i saved theM
• 2023-09-16: .our inevitable confrontation is desired by neither of uS
• 2023-09-19: .this portrait of our miracleS
• 2023-09-20: .finding my meaning in my miracleS
• 2023-09-21: .breaking poinT
• 2023-09-22: Colombo Will Pay
• 2023-09-23: ?tragically haunted by my deeds, shall i diE
• 2023-09-23: Their Trickery, Our Offerings
• 2023-09-24: Tempest in Azadistan: Ensuring Day By Day
• 2023-10-06: We Shall Land
• 2023-10-07: After Me, The Flood
• 2023-10-10: .so She blinded me to the profanity of their abominatioN
• 2023-10-11: .seeking the truth beyond authoritarian grasP
• 2023-10-12: !we bear witnesS
• 2023-10-14: !reality and the republic have left me barreN
• 2023-10-17: .let me work the miracle of meeting you with a hand which clutches no bladE
• 2023-10-18: Abduction, Parturition, Repeated Commission
• 2023-10-19: .the REA desired this unification in my blooD
• 2023-10-21: Compromises and Dictates
• 2023-10-26: !even the mistress of our copper mountain cannot challenge our lovE
• 2023-10-26: .you have come to my Calling with concerns and conspiracY
• 2023-10-27: ?!why would you trust a whole network to support yoU
• 2023-10-28: ...crystallise my feelingS
• 2023-10-29: .from the devotional to your devotioN
• 2023-10-29: .surely they are hurting you, just as sure as I
• 2023-10-30: .these binding rings and blinding truthS
• 2023-11-02: Trick and Treat
• 2023-11-04: Peace and Mediation
• 2023-11-05: Strength, My Darling
• 2023-11-09: .the villains visit a theme park, and nobody dieS
• 2023-11-11: .oh, zhenushka, i weep that you know Her embracE
• 2023-11-11: Cataclysm! The Apostles of Goragon!
• 2023-11-18: The Embracing Light
• 2023-11-18: Where in the World is Julia Ampere?
• 2023-11-19: More Than Just A Cyber-Newtype
• 2023-11-24: I Am That I Am
• 2023-11-27: I'll Face Myself
• 2023-12-02: Second Gate Open
• 2023-12-03: .and i must simply believe in the worth you ascribe mE
• 2023-12-03: .i am compelled to want the best for yoU
• 2023-12-07: ...my commitment, drawn into questioN
• 2023-12-07: The Rest Of The Story
• 2023-12-08: ... and so, holding hope and love in my handS
• 2023-12-08: .i must distance myself from this betrayaL
• 2023-12-08: Infinity! Beyond 'God' and 'Devil'
• 2023-12-08: Shatter! The Truth Behind 'Possibility!'
• 2023-12-09: .i'll share all my Possibilities with yoU
• 2023-12-10: Final Cascade
• 2023-12-10: Yuliana Falters
• 2023-12-13: .i hunger for your help and theirS
• 2023-12-14: .and so we welcome even transgression to our philosophY
• 2023-12-18: Yuliana Falls
• 2023-12-20: Divinity ~ The Love Awarded to Fated Loneliness
• 2023-12-22: .welcome to the Void, renA
• 2023-12-23: .we shall embrace and instruct heR
• 2023-12-25: My Christmas
• 2023-12-31: .new resolutions, new understandinG
• 2024-01-04: A Woman's Shelter! Yuliana's Seeking Help!?
• 2024-01-05: .our codependence is our expression of lovE
• 2024-01-09: A Surprise Meeting! Void and Warmth!
• 2024-01-10: .here come my thoughts and tensionS
• 2024-01-12: Koji Kabuto Gets Lectured By An Evil Housewife
• 2024-01-14: .all this time, i believed the green fold quartz had spared mE
• 2024-01-15: Return To Me
• 2024-01-18: Nothing and Never
• 2024-01-20: ennea ena ~ 'your' curse
• 2024-01-21: .i should never have opened myself to our most hated foeS
• 2024-01-22: .in my incomparable wounds lies the truth that love is not our enemY
• 2024-01-25: !we hate the mirroR
• 2024-01-26: ennea ena ~ 'our' future
• 2024-01-27: ennea ena ~ 'my' promise
• 2024-01-28: .i have always forced your talents forwarD
• 2024-01-31: Shari Tries
• 2024-02-01: .we both are at low tidE
• 2024-02-02: .assaulting Sigyn's daughter is a familiar pattern, yet it fails to defend mE
• 2024-02-04: .all that i am and all of my doubT
• 2024-02-05: What Comes After (Nothing)
• 2024-02-06: Victory Celebration! Koji Kabuto Bungles It Big Time?!
• 2024-02-07: Photon Therapy! Do Yuliana's Methods Need Adjusting!?
• 2024-02-09: Yuliana's Birthday
• 2024-02-11: !you do not see as i seE
• 2024-02-13: .come, witness the results of my view beside God unto ascensioN
• 2024-02-18: You Are The End
• 2024-02-21: .my regulation is a testament to my work for yoU
• 2024-02-24: Leina's Optimism
• 2024-02-26: .and then there are the beats we misS
• 2024-03-02: Awaken, You Dreaming Fools
• 2024-03-04: .our marital bliss is only furthered by your reflectioN
• 2024-03-07: A Villain in Recovery
• 2024-03-08: The End of One Path, and the Beginning of Another
• 2024-03-09: .and so we hunger for these networks denied uS
• 2024-03-11: Only For Us
• 2024-03-17: Leina's Intervention
• 2024-03-26: A Newtype In the Castle!? Meet The Seekers
• 2024-03-28: Leina's Persistence
• 2024-03-29: .my existence is itself poetrY
• 2024-03-30: Dawn of Fold
• 2024-03-31: .let us reflect on our dawning allieS
• 2024-04-03: .and when at last you looked down into oblivion, all eloquence left yoU
• 2024-04-05: Shari Tries Harder
• 2024-04-07: Let Us Defeat Infection
• 2024-04-12: Spreading Darkness
• 2024-04-19: Civility
• 2024-04-26: Our Own Path
• 2024-04-28: .ever does water rise to kill me and minE
• 2024-05-04: .our family must grow for the sake of the childreN
• 2024-05-04: My House
• 2024-05-07: Patient Y -- Not Currently On Premises
• 2024-05-08: Grasping the Knife
• 2024-05-10: .come into the tiger's deN
• 2024-05-15: .our reality is a prison to be brokeN (Prologue)
• 2024-05-18: .our lattice binds me to this worlD
• 2024-05-19: .in another's house shall i meet my enemy with consideratioN
• 2024-05-22: .the void speaks to our science and intuitioN
• 2024-05-27: ?and may we still dance for the love of movemenT
• 2024-05-30: .always will i tell you everythinG
• 2024-06-02: ?how can i focus on recovery when the very fabric of reality is falling right before my eyeS
• 2024-06-03: !pay attention to mE
• 2024-06-06: Leina's Honesty
• 2024-06-12: Hesitation! Boss Talks Around The Kafim's Truth
• 2024-06-14: A Safe Place?! Sayaka Runs The World's Most Dangerous Woman's Shelter
• 2024-06-15: She Looked At Her With No 'Recognition'
• 2024-06-16: .and all these thorns inside my hearT
• 2024-06-17: The Engineer's Solution! Koji Kabuto Gets Away With Asking A Lot Of Questions
• 2024-06-18: You Are Safe Now
• 2024-06-19: A Destructive Boon
• 2024-06-21: Dollhouse Down
• 2024-06-22: .your pride spurs on my prejudicE
• 2024-06-23: Common Ground
• 2024-06-24: .it takes two to tangO
• 2024-06-29: Detected and Caught
• 2024-06-30: !and we shall sunder the saber which carves sO
• 2024-07-02: Leina's Frustration
• 2024-07-04: My Patience
• 2024-07-05: .the connection between guardian and child is so fraught to navigatE
• 2024-07-05: Complications! Can Sayaka Keep The Lines Of Communication Open!?
• 2024-07-12 - Double Down Into The Fire, Unstoppable Force
• 2024-07-12: To Make With One's Hands
• 2024-07-13: Power and Prowess
• 2024-07-20: .how infuriating it is to realise you are righT
• 2024-07-20: In Safety
• 2024-07-26: ...when my patience and welcomes run dry, it is my wife who will aid mE
• 2024-07-28: Birth and Death
• 2024-08-02: Yuliana's Persistence
• 2024-08-03: Liar! Yuliana Buries The Lede
• 2024-08-03: My Manipulated Wife
• 2024-08-06: ...what's good for the goosE
• 2024-08-15: Bestial Communion
• 2024-08-17: Untitled Goose Scene
• 2024-08-18: .through tea i'll gain your sympathY
• 2024-08-18: The Prince's Preparations
• 2024-08-30: Break The World 1: Side B
• 2024-08-30: Break The World 2
• 2024-09-01: .my power is yourS
• 2024-09-04: Where We Reign
• 2024-09-06: The Matriarchy
• 2024-09-13: .let me share this impact with yoU
• 2024-09-20: .the doctor's unnerving perceptioN
• 2024-09-21: Broken Earth
• 2024-09-21: The Dethroning of Pain
• 2024-09-22: .reality is no prison, but eternal competitioN
• 2024-09-24: .fuck you and the horse you rode in oN
• 2024-09-25: .a supervillain's admiratioN
• 2024-09-27: STAGE(small idol) - Songs of False Alleluia in Limbo's Ascending/Descending Spiral Ladder
• 2024-09-29: By My Grace
• 2024-10-03: Come Catastrophes or Wakes of Vultures
• 2024-10-04: Witch Witness
• 2024-10-07: .so the Empress's will shatters my memorieS
• 2024-10-20: .i am so pleased to hear of your diversionS
• 2024-10-30: Avrorka
• 2024-11-06: Black Waltz
• 2024-11-12: .they require your care more than minE
• 2024-11-15: Paying Devi's Due
• 2024-11-17: Change
• 2024-11-17: More
• 2024-11-21: ?what rules define a good persoN

Cutscenes

• 2022-02-20: The Secret Ingredient
• 2022-05-07: She's really won the popularity contest
• 2022-05-21: REA Medical is never a pleasant appointment to keep
• 2022-06-25: Dreams under green glow
• 2022-07-07: Those red eyes go straight to your red heart
• 2022-07-17: My conflict of interest
• 2022-08-08: The Captain's fiancee mystery
• 2022-08-30: The interview room is a euphemism
• 2022-10-05: Here I choke on the truths I demanded
• 2022-11-08: We played the blame game first
• 2022-11-10: This shared understanding of such jealous creatures
• 2022-11-16: This cutting edge of warfare has no protective handle(r)
• 2022-11-29: Subject: Dispersal
• 2023-01-03: Kindness and a Lie
• 2023-01-14: The Major's reality, and hers
• 2023-01-22: The Captain's cage
• 2023-01-30: Years later, we would again sacrifice another to retain control of Dispersal, though the Ypotryll Gundam has such promise
• 2023-01-31: The Nega Force's negative space
• 2023-02-03: Cascade: Stuck at home
• 2023-02-05: Breaking News! Horror in The REA
• 2023-02-24: !don't say we walk separate paths, captaiN
• 2023-03-08: ?my two birds are in the busH
• 2023-03-11: !the great void launcheS
• 2023-03-28: ...join uS
• 2023-03-29: !aznablE
• 2023-05-18: .opportune salvatioN
• 2023-06-25: .the silence called to wen as welL
• 2023-08-15: .toxic positivitY
• 2023-08-29: 'Newtypes Are Real!' Pamphlets Distributed Worldwide
• 2023-09-09: .we'll end it our waY
• 2023-09-13: .the human impacT
• 2023-09-26: ...my callers, i come to you humblE
• 2023-11-10: .those left behinD
• 2023-11-13: .ranging and wonderinG
• 2023-11-20: .something's wrong with mE
• 2023-12-08: ?what if i inscribed that i am that i aM
• 2023-12-29: .not even my family may escape these everyday tragedieS
• 2024-01-03: .in all these ways am i different to my familY
• 2024-01-16: .the children still long for their motheR
• 2024-01-29: The Silent Calling's Persecution
• 2024-03-05: .dear diary, my lack of allies disturbs my romantic contentmenT
• 2024-03-19: .here i choke on the truths i denieD
• 2024-04-10: .see now the scars our Republic laid unto mE
• 2024-04-25: .i do struggle with these ritualS
• 2024-05-01: ...even as the water recedeS
• 2024-05-06: .my callers, know now these unveiled truthS
• 2024-06-06: ...honesty isn't for these people, but, for leina's demandS
• 2024-06-28: .dear diary, hear now the words i cannot inflict upon theM
• 2024-07-14: .my callers, i call you now to mE
• 2024-07-30: .welcome now our silent support grouP
• 2024-08-05: .dear diary, the pain of my wife's absence is surely leina's faulT
• 2024-08-20: .dear diary, it was just one bad daY
• 2024-09-01: .the sins of our mothers inform today's hatE
• 2024-09-04: ... And Into The Lower World